Recently, I have been feeling better about things.
I mean, it could be because I heard some “news” and shut down some of my feelings completely. It’s what I do so I don’t get hurt. And I’ve been spending a little bit more money than usual.
But that’s okay, because I have money saved for Chicago, I get paid tomorrow, and classes start Monday (Tuesday for me). I can’t wait. I’m taking mostly language classes, Italian and an Anthropological Linguistics class.
I’m trying not to care about my lame-o “situation,” not that there is one, because it barely exists. But still. I probably cared a little bit too much about it. Over analyzed every detail, thought about it frequently, and you might not have? I really don’t know because we never talked about it! But this is me finally letting go. After saying it a thousand times. I’m sorry, everyone about my stupid rambling of the incredibly vague happenings in my life.
Thank you for sticking around. I love all of you.